All mentors and leaders experience doubt, fear, and uncertainty.
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Anyone who tells you any different is full of shit. Part of the human experience is to feel all, unfortunately we live in a world where suppression, facades, and fantasy rule the reality. Usually telling you it’s wrong to feel and make mistakes. Also telling you that in order to be strong you can’t feel shit. Such a load of crap...
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One of my clients said to me yesterday “you make it look so easy”. I know by the context of the message she knows it’s not. But I’m sure there’s many out there who feel this way. You look at my posts, hear me speak and think I got it all figured out.
BULLSHIT, absolutely NO ONE on this planet has it all figured out. I could guarantee they wouldn’t EXSIST. EXISTENCE is about learning. I am forever the student of life.
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You may feel or think that someone in a position like mine goes through the day with constant confidence, certainty, and a sense of knowing. This is absolutely the furthest thing from the truth.
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I had to build my confidence over the years, I had to constantly pick myself up when I was down. I had to scrape myself off the ground at times, not wanting to get up, not wanting to go on, completely wanting to throw it away. The thing that kept me going was that little spark inside and the little thought of my creations no longer existing.
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The thoughts of everything I created being wiped. The thoughts of everything I worked so hard for down the drain. The thoughts of losing the connections with the community and the people. The thoughts of not BEING ME.
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My role as a leader allows me to wake up everyday and just BE ME. Since a child this has been one of the most important things to me. I would DIE conforming to a system, I would DIE if I had to be anyone but Ashley. I would DIE and wither without my connection to source and the outlet of my purpose. I would DIE if I couldn’t give this energy to others. My soul thrives by helping others to understand their inner truth and superhuman strength. This is ME, my mission, my life.
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My role as an entrepreneur, leader, and mentor is not easy. It gets easier the more I say fuck you to all the doubts, it gets easier the more I stay the course, it gets easier the more I build my confidence. But there is a 100% GUARANTEE I will always face more challenges than most and I’ve come to accept this whole heartedly. I’ll accept this to get to embody me to the fullest in a world full of phonies and frauds any day. I will accept this to guide others to stand firm in their inner truth and power as long as I exist on this plane.
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I want you all to know that no one is safe from doubts, fears, and uncertainty. It’s all on how you deal with them, face them, and expose yourself to them that determines the path you will take.
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Just know that when you start to experience the rattles of fear shaking your being you are on the brink of something shifting. You are on the brink of something amazing about to enter your life. You are on the brink of RECEIVING. We are conditioned to run from these energies, when in actuality you should be running TOWARDS them to receive. Running removes you from the experience and you cycle back into the old. STOP.... it’s ok to be scared, it’s ok to NOT KNOW, it’s ok to have the break down. GO THROUGH IT, get through it and watch how you blossom on the other side of it.
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Doubt is all apart of the process
Overcoming fear is all apart of the plan to expand
Knowing what you’re capable of resides in the heart
Showing up is how you play the game
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I love what I do and I may make it look easy at times because I couldn’t exist without it.
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For people just really starting to wake up and feel the motions of the intensity on the planet check out Awaken...me and Cindy will be hosting this live at Ascension Nxt 4/30. We will be talking about the Ascension, and all the motions of going through it.
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For people who are ready to step into their leadership roles....Ascension Mentor is dropping tomorrow..