Updated: Aug 18
The other day I was having a conversation with my friend and I was like I never could have imagined my life being like this. I paused for a minute because I just kind of blurted out what I said and she basically finished my sentence. . . “You mean being a spiritual teacher and helping people change their lives.” And I looked at her like “Yea what the fuck?” Sometimes I’m still like how did this happen?? That’s following SOUL! It’s amazing and astonishing where you end up, but feels so aligned. . . I was an extremely angry person growing up, I know some of you look at me now like damn she’s intense but you really have no idea. Everyday was a fight. And everything was worthy of starting a fight for. Fighting was LIFE. . . I loved CONFRONTATION and chaos, I didn’t give a fuck! I just thought life is full of misery and it’s me against the world. Fuck it! . . I despised humanity for a long time because I couldn’t stand the lies and deception. I couldn’t stand that people easily accept the lies and deception as a way to live life. It was unacceptable to me, and still is, that part hasn’t changed, but the way I respond to their ignorance has changed. . . Like I was saying the other day in my post I now see the true value in peace. I now understand why you shouldn’t battle everything. I see the value in BEING instead of trying to be understood. It’s not worth it to constantly be in a uphill battle and some people live their whole life’s like that. I WILL NOT. . . Right now the collective is in CHAOS but I choose to be at PEACE with the nonsense. If this was Ashley 5-10 years ago forget it! I would be in survival mode fighting. . . There’s no need. So if you’re worried about your future, step into the Peaceful Warrior instead of the Survival Worrier. This world has enough worries. The only thing that will change current events is humans standing firm in their beliefs. Seriously that’s it. They want WAR! Strive for PEACE. . . If I can do it. You can do it. We can all do it. I never would have thought 10 years ago I’d be here. I thought I’d be on stage rapping and getting people all riled up for nothing. Now I’m getting people calm and centered to stand firm and strong in what they align with. . . I still have my stage, but I built it exactly the way it fit to my souls liking. And that’s that!!